Just A Smile ♥

Plans in December

2011-12-04T00:20:00.000-08:00

~~1. Get my hair perm~~
2. Dye my hair
3. Decide whether to go MSU or IMU
4. Take my driving licence
5. Get a car
6. Lose weight
7. Go out with my babes (Wei Ling, Hui Ling, Ah Chi, Rou Rou....)
8. Buy my new year cloths
9. Go to work
10. Help in a clinic
11. Get some money for charity
12. Visit some old folks

Gosh. I'm going to blow up. I only did one. God please help me!

New

2011-12-02T06:15:00.000-08:00

December, a new month, a new me =D

How nice to finally have a new haircut. A new dress, new friends, new life =) Although december started out quite tough, but it's getting better. Will be dying my hair after a few days, hope it'll turn out well.

Another thing, Mnet Asian Music Awards aka MAMA, was awesome!! The Kpop stars are just so perfect. Their performances was a blast! Congratulations to 2ne1 who won the best song award 2011, i just loooooove them so much! Hyuna, Hyun Joong, Super Junior, SNSD, Huh Gak, Miss A... many many more... They're the best of the best!! Going to support them always ^^

vacation or not

2011-12-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

oh my god, it's such an headache!

We were suppose to go for vacation to Macao. Now, my dad changes his mind everyday. He decides to go Singapore? Thailand? Indonesia? Sabah? WHERE???!! Actually i don't feel like going at all. Since i got that bad news of not getting the first batch to NS, i was like =( for a very long time.

I got really fed-up with myself. SPM is over, but i still feel like something will be coming... something.... i just don't know what?? I feel like shopping with my friends but it seems like they're having their own gathering. So, nevermind then. I just miss hanging out with them so much.

Form 5 is such a complicating year. End of story.

PLEASE LET MY DECEMBER BE GOOD

1st of June

2011-06-02T01:22:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning and went to Aeon, Jusco to watch Pirates of the Caribbean. Ratings? i'll give a 7/10. It's not as good as i expected, but still it's a nice show. Compared to Kung Fu Panda 2, of cours KUNG FU PANDA 2 wins. It's totally awesoome ~ with the eating and digesting and shitting out of their enemies, it's the most unforgettable part =D

Next up, finished movies at 1.30, and went home straight to have my lunch and to MCD i go for Add Math Project. Yeah, such a headache !!

Nerds included :: Ru Hui, Hui Ling, Ah Bu, Jia Jun, Kok Ann (and me)

The project is so damn freaking confusing ~ thinking thinking and non-stop thinking. If those guys weren't here, i don't think i'll be able to do anything. Thank god.

The funny part was, GRAPH DRAWING, we used more and 4 papers to draw some graphs over and over again and ending up with a LONG GRAPH.

Second round will be on Monday, phew.

Now, finished Add Math Project, went home and bake some CHOCOLATE LAVA MUFFINS with Ah Chin and My MOM. Had a great time mixing and stiring and whisking and boiling and .... okay BAKING. They turn out a bit dark ==||| but still NICE!!!!! even Ah Chin's mother said can be solded out. Imagine that ;D. How many i ate?? about 4 i think? haha! Yes, the more you eat, the more you'll get addicted to it.

Special thanks to my mom and ah chin.

(MY MASTERPIECE <3)

Korean Food

2011-06-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

before my dad went for work again, we had dinner together. It's been a long time since we've had such a "pretty dinner" together. Yeap, it's costly. Price was about RM200+. It's korean food, what do you expect right? So that's that ;D

What we'd ordered??
2 seafood non spicy soup set
1 seafood spicy soup set
10 side dishes. (can be refilled)

A & J Western Restaurant

2011-05-28T22:32:00.001-07:00

Just a normal saturday, when my family and i will go to the golf club and do some serious exercise. Yup! Serious Exercise ~ Swimming, Gym, Badminton, Tennis, Squash, Golf. I just love playing.

After all those sports, of course we'll have our dinner. And i'd decided to have western for dinner. My mom then took us for a drive around Bukit Kemuning and then we saw A & J WESTERN RESTAURANT. I was thinking, thats it!

I've ordered Chicken Cordon Bleu, and it came out, unbelievably tasty!! I wasn't expecting much but it turned out their food was really very very tasty. I highly recommend everyone to dine in this restaurant.

pictures ~
*ps ~ all pictures copyrighted by Me *

The Royal Wedding

2011-05-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Some very late update indeed, but i still feel like showing some very nice pictures of them =D

May i introduce,

Prince William and Catherine Middleton

Aren't they just the sweeetest couple ever? They'd just gone throught the Royal Wedding, which is one of the most expensive weddings in the whole world. And there they go, happily ever after. Just like those fairy tales told when we're young.

Saying this with full of admiration, we, as girls who watched them gone through the whole wedding was wishing so hard we would have a chance ourselves. Some even said maybe they would have a chance? Prince Henry is not yet engaged right? LOL. Good luck with that. This shows how much this historical wedding affected us.

Once again, congratulations to their marriage, and may god bless them to have a long and happy life =D

go green the whole day

2011-05-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

yeap ~ some very very late update

went to go green on the 24th of April.
Loooove the month of April so much !!

now my story,

it started with preparing myself for the BU idol thingy again ~ and then Shin Ying said she maybe wouldn't turn up on the go green function, and i was there. SO i was given the chance to learn STEP DANCING. You do know i love to dance and it was like ages since i dance. I was so nervous because i'd learnt that dance like 2 days before the performance? Having only a few hours to practice. Thanks to Long Long again because he thought me the dance and practiced with me ^^

And at night!!

Went to a Pub Restaurant with my family because my cousin and uncle will be going home soon. To make a celebration for them before they go home. And i wore GREEN again!!! I just loove that long sleeve shirt! It was given by UNCLE CHEE CHEE. Thank you so much!!! and the pair of SKETCHERS. White in colour. Love it too!! Thank you Uncle!

conclusion is, I HAD A GREAT DAY.

now for some pictures ^^

sooth your mind

2011-04-21T05:25:00.000-07:00

It had been a very busy week. Preparing myself for the chinese singing competition, BU idol and stuffs. Having an exam for 3 weeks in a row, 2 weeks later, examination comes again. How will my busy life end? No way.

Seeing me posting this hilarious picture on top? Yes, it looks CRAZY. SO Get loose!!

Relax your mind, i always tell myself. I must be Optimistic. Anyhow, the chinese singing competition had ended. With my body condition not that well, i really think i didn't sing that good. Went to my partner's house, Keng Long, for practice like 3 days perweek. It feels like its my second home. Oh well, i know you're wondering what is the result.

We got the 4th. And~ it's worse than i've expected. Reasons? Because i thought i would have gotten 2nd or 3rd thats why.

Talking about Keng Long. He is the best partner anyone could have. He cooks for me. He cuts the song. He sends the song to me. He practices with me. He even takes care of me when i don't feel that well. One thing i'm very sure about. HE WOULD BE A GOOD HUSBAND ^^.

b-u-t

WE ARE NOT TOGETHER, so stop hearing rumors. Thank you.

I'll be writing until here. Thank you for reading =D

*ps ~ i've added some music to my blog. Hope yall will like it*

My Beloved ♥

2011-04-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Caroline ♥

a very very happy birthday

although i can't be able to give you your present on this day, but I'LL STILL GIVE YOU!! And you MUST USE IT! that's my only intention of buying a present for you. If you don't use it, i'll be very very very disappointed =(

what to say about you? You're 2days older than me and of course the most original Aries that i've ever seen. The way you talk always so straight-forward and sharp. Sometimes it is hurtful but, it's the truth right? I know.

Wishes from me =)
Have the best luck in this year for WE are having some very very important exam. Be yourself all the time. And of course, don't think so much like me ;D

48 hours

2011-03-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

If i had 48 hours in a day,

1. I would put all tuitions on 1 day. Finish it up and revise on the every other day.

2. I would make music the source of happiness for everyone i know.

3. I would do anything and everything that i can for my family.

4. I would solve every single problem that i face.

5. I would reflect myself every single day and learn from every mistake i'd done.

6. I would say sorry to everyone and anyone i'd hurt everyday.

7. I would let anyone who hates me tell me what i did wrong and still i'll keep quiet.

8. I would lend a ear to anyone who needs someone to talk to.

9. I would get a life and make time useful.

10. I would smile, laugh, sing, dance, text, facebook, cry, try a bungee jump or anything i hadn't done before.

How good is that if we had 48 hours per day? 24 hours is like a cage that i can't get free. To get so many problems come to you in one dash of a second, how hard is it to handle?

Have you ever feel bad for the ones getting scolded? Have you ever feel bad for the ones who sacrified for you in the dark and yet get scolded by yourself? Have you ever feel bad seeing 2 person fight and quarrel but you can't do anything? Have you ever feel bad seeing your parents solving problems but not telling you? Have you ever feel bad for your dad who always come home late at night because of our education fees? Have you?

I have. I do feel bad and i want to stand up. Tell them sorry. Ask them why. Beg them to stop it. If noone takes the first step of letting it go, how on earth will it become better? So what should i do? Confused by my own thinking all the time.

I always wonder why guys don't think so much? Why? I'm a girl so i should worry more? Get more white hair on my head? I don't think so. Maybe i should be more optimistic like my parents and friends said i was. So that's that.

Movie all day

2011-03-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

I'd watch 2 AWESOME movies yesterday with one of my babe RU HUI, which is

Black Swan

Beastly

BLACK SWAN staring Natalie Portman

for me it was PHEW!! Breath taking awesome~ RATED :: 9/10
It really is a "most recommended" show to watch, but take my advice, if you're a girl, watch with a girl. Yeap, you've guessed it, it has some very breath-taking scene hidden inside.

Now, some pictures from the movie.

Isn't it artistic?? She's one of a kind type of beautiful right? Curious about how she look originally?? Here's the picture. Still graceful, still perfect-like, still beautiful as ever. So, WATCH IT!!!!!!

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Next up,

BEASTLY staring Venessa Hudgens & Alex Pettyfer

RATED :: 8/10
EXTREMELY RECOMMENDED for COUPLES to watch. Sweetly bounded movie flow with of course hot guys and girls in colledge. What colledge life of popular guys and girls? Yup, you'll get e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g in this show.

Although Venessa's hair is sorta weird in the show, but you'll get used to it. Venessa's personality was cute, kind, and of course caring for her family. In the show, she'd lost her mom so she lived with her dad. Her dad got addicted to drugs after that. So her family background wasn't any good.

Alex's family background was RICH ~ Which is exactly why he is so "handsome" and "prince-like" so he acted superbly arrogant and thought that everyone loooved him. When he invited a girl, which he doesn't know was a witch to his party, he tried to embarress her in public. What he got?? HE BECAME UGLY.

And there's goes the spell, only when a girl say I LOVE YOU sincerly to him, so then the spell will break and releases him from his uglyness.

Now some pictures of Alex,

Isn't he handsome?? wait till you see this.

Comparing both pictures, you'll say, WAO!! It's really different !! But although he is "UGLY" in that picture, i still think he has a stain of handsomeness inside. Don't you agree??

Conclusion is, HE IS STILL HOT!!!

PS~ thanks to ah hui for the awesome day =D

If only

2011-03-11T00:03:00.000-08:00

have you ever feel that you can do lots of things but none of them you can do it well? I have exactly the same situation too. It's hard to chose which one to do when every single thing you want to do can't be succeeded. Headache!!!!

How much time do i need to use to think what do i want to do in the future? How am i going to choose a real carreer without dissappointing the choices i took?
What do you want to be when you grow up? Everyone asks us that when we're in our form 5. And that's the hardest question to answer in my whole life.

I want to be a Plastic Surgeon. I wanted to be a singer. I wanted to be an artist. I even wanted to be a piano teacher. Where's my main coarse?? Which route am i suppose to take?? I really don't want to end up wasting my time and my parents money for those coarses i will not be good in. So How Now????

May someone shine the light on the route to success =)

Watch me!

2011-02-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been splashed by a full bucket of cold water? I believe most of you have.
There are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't, so what you've got to do is turn around and say WATCH ME!!!

Yes! Watch me! In most situations, we'll get these kind of comments when we're trying to do something new. Am i right? I've tried not to show too much enthusiasm to win because i know they're right.

Shake it off!! Bad thoughts get out of my mind. Tell yourself, you can do it. Try your best and let your hard work shine. Surely, you'll begin with some failure, but never try never know right? There are not many chances you can get in this life, so get hold of it ! It maybe your last chance to show the world what you've got

So, Don't Mind What People Say

Change ~

2011-02-19T00:25:00.000-08:00

The change in me. It's so obvious. I've change in style, change in open-mindedness. In ways that i'll try to tell people i don't think it's right to do that or that. In ways that i'll try to help people when they really need help. Yes. I've changed.

Competing in the SMK BU idol, i'm really lucky to get through the audition. I got a chance to practice with Ru Hui and Hui Ling in Greenbox. Well, we've much fun eventhough we've nearly broken our throat in there ;D. Thanks to them, i'm not that freaked out when holding that mic. Phew!!! And then, bought a schoolbag for Hui Ling, thank god she liked it too. I was thinking of what to buy for Miqian, maybe a doraemon hangies?? hopefully she don't think it's too cheap and she'll like it cause she really love DORAEMON.

Oh ya! Thank you to Wei Ling and Ah Chin as well, it was like OH MY GOD!!! I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG!! and then SAVIOR IS HERE. Wei Ling told me i didn't sing the words right and Ah Chin told me i was somehow using my "manly" voice instead of using my own voice. So, i've to change change change!! I was very happy that they like my singing in the audition. Siew Siew told me i sound nice. *i was soooo thrilled that i was flying up and down you know!?* Enjoyed much to sing for them to hear. Although i have some issue on the hand thingy. I'll do something on it.

Next up, exams and Finals! Gosh! Serious issue on chosing song. Even if i know i can't win or anything, but i still hope that my friends can enjoy me singing. Fingers-crossed X.

How about my valentines day? Aww, it's just another normal day for me =D

Got to play with my friends in the school. No secret presents from admirers, or can i say, i don't have any admirers? Haha. Seeing Samson with his "wife" and some other couples messing around with themselves. How sweet can they be. And i reminded myself, CAN SEE BUT DON'T GET INVOLVED!!!

that's for now i think. thanks for reading =D

My Lil' Thingy for Koreans ♥

2011-01-31T20:46:00.000-08:00

Sharing some favourite korean songs of mine

1.SNSD - Mistake
2.Taeyeon (SNSD) - Can you hear me
3.2pm - I can't
4.ShiNee - Replay
5.G-na ft Junhyung - I'll back off so you can live
6.Yesung (Super Junior) - It has to be you
7.Taeyeon (SNSD) - If
8.2pm - Tik tok

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

teels on heels

2011-01-28T00:56:00.000-08:00

smudge on the top, bottom, every-where!!

The dirtiest day of my life, some competition i went to. Ink on my hands, fingers, tie. Aww~ you know me being so "clean and perfumey" all the time. Dirtying myself like that, it's the first time of my life. Can you even believe it!!?? Prizes?? Nah, none. But congratulations to my friends. *me representing the school without any experience gosh! Feels like i'm reckless* So being the so called "SENIORS" in our school. I've failed to conduct my job ;D

Competition ended, now SMK BU IDOL~ Seriously i want to take part and i have, but the main problem is SONGS!! I can't really sing you know? In my opinion, my voice is considered a lil higher than the YOU SUCK level. What can i do?? I don't know and i don't even have a tinie lil bit of clue to it.

GOD HELP ME!!!

Yarnings of Mine

2011-01-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yeap, today isn't my day, i prayed my grandpa in the morning and went to piano class. As i felt, today i didn't do well in everything. Thinking back, wishing and praying hard not to go in Berlian, and in the end, yea i got in. How great is that. ='( I feel so frustrated, being apart with Chin, Chi, Ss, Loh choy, Yin. But since there're lots of Zamrud gang's memeber rised to Baiduri, it changed everything.

Feeling depressed and horrendous, fine then, stay there. Since i'm here, compared to the others, with my hell of the kind brain, working twice as hard is definately needed. GOD HELP ME!! I really do feel bad, and like my mom said, it's SPM not PMR, don't play like what you did in your form 3. Okay, i promised myself not to go out if i can.

Form 3, what had i done? Studying with Hui Ling for the last 3 weeks and, with very very very much of luck i got something out of my mind. Thank God. So for SPM study study study study!!!!!

ZamRud-ians I Love You~

2011-01-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

3 Zamrud but 4 Baiduri

Although we're not in the same class, but its always been the same. As crazy as ever, the ZAMRUD GANG. New members were added in this year which are the prettiest Ei Lin, Jessica if others i didn't mention, sorry ;). Time always passes fast when we're together, and i am serious.

The always so leaderly, Mae Sze, had always been the centre of attention.

The Craziest Party freak, Shin Ying, will always be crazy as ever.

The Godly Hui Ling, so pure and come to think of it, getting thinner and thinner.

The funniest joker, Eu Weng who made us laugh our ass out all the tiime.

The Hiao Po Nigel who makes the pervert jokes without even thinking.

The Black Chinese Cheng Ming, always being teased without angre.

The cute cute Yun Siang who is getting taller and yet shorter than me ;)

The twins was once short but now growing none stop, Jong Bor.

The should be happy Eugene who is showing his moody face all the time.

The tallest ever, Karchun and his thinnest body who makes me think he'll break anytime.

of course, they're others like

Hung Cheong, and Samson and on and on....

thank you to all of you for my best new year until now

once again

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Free Your Soul

2011-01-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ~

Happy new year everyone, thinking back what i've done the last year, make me feel i'm not any that mature at all. Nearly the year end, i've learned how to cook, learned how to wash my clothings and of course made a meal for my family. Nothing special but i do feel a lil' that successful.

I'm yet to be a 17 year old, although i really do hope that day will come soon so i'll be able to DRIVE, but, SPM freak the heart out of me. Oh My Gosh!! I told myself, I MUST DO IT~ at least 8A's

Goal of the year, do it!! or regret it!! So, what was on my mind is,

1. I don't want to get in Berlian. Even if i got in, i'll ask my mom to write a letter to pull me out to Baiduri. I really don't want to be a robot-like study machine like them. I can't make study my priority always, so i am serious that NO BERLIAN THIS YEAR PLEASE!!!! God Bless Me~

2. I must start studying straight when school reopens. I know this stupid goal is really "unachievable" but, i'll try my best to work it out.

3. Improve my English. My English Language was like, getting worse and worse, and i really don't know what is happening to me. English had always been one of my strongs, and that is exactly why i want to strengthen it up again.

end of writing, chao guys ~

Pain is Gain

2010-12-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

can't seem to sleep the day before we plan to have some fun and get wet~

The girl's gang is out, me, chin, yin, siew, qian and phoebe went to sunway for some pain. Chin and Yin decided not to skate and went for shopping. Can see that we've enjoyed ourselves lots.

No pain no gain right? Qian and Phoebe thought Me and Siew how to skate, fell down 3 times. The 3rd time was the worst, someone flew by me and i was brought down by the wind, slipped and FELL ON MY BUTT. OUCH~!! Can you imagine that scene, how embarresing.

In anyways, i can move of the ice now, how happy =D Thanks to Qian and Phoebe. Snapped some pictures as well. I'll show to you.

Snapped some pictures in and out of the Ring

Clockwise~

Pink is Siew, Black is me, Pink with stripes is Phoebe, Pink and purple is Qian

Started skating since 10am till 4pm. and to Tea Time we go. Ate in KAFE SNOWY and met up with the others then sat on a public bus to the ktm station we go. When we're in the train, we was like shoulder to shoulder that close and nearly kissing each other.

Can't get a right shot so there's there. The whole train was filled with our laughs and i do know we we're giving publics the "crazy teenager girls" impression. Anyhow, i don't mind cause I ENJOYED LOTS.

Hope that my babes did too.

(PS~ chi i hate you!!!)

We are Tiny

2010-12-26T00:16:00.000-08:00

get to know of it, i do think what my aunt told me when i'm form 2 was right.
We Are Just A Small Fly

I've got the news that my best friend's pet had lost its life and that is horrible. I, myself have a pet and i do know when we're together for a very long time, we'll have a special bond around. My dad had warned me, one day, Snow will pass on and so do we. Feeling a bit stressed out, my tears nearly fell. I knew this day would come, but i'm just not ready to face it yet.

God, its cruel to take away the life of someone we love. Its more cruel to take the life of someone we depended on for so long. I do know we are tiny in this world, but if we make the best of our life, don't you think we're big in the heart?

For you my dear, hope you can get the hang of it
i am always here for you my best buddy ♥

Santa is Here

2010-12-25T02:14:00.000-08:00

Hohoho!! Merry Christmas peeps!!

My christmas eve was GREAT~~

Having barbeque steamboat with my family in 88 Steamboat

and then watched NARNIA

rating for Narnia? 7/8~

awesome show, you should watch too ^^

Later tonight we'll be watching GULLIVER'S TRAVELS

can't wait for that comedy show

waiting for my girls and guys to plan a countdown in New Year's eve too.

catchy thought though

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until now, my wishlist of getting a new handphone

~~SONY ERRICSON U5i / VIVAZ~~

just like you've seen, crossed out

my 1st dream phone and I'VE GOT IT

the whole story is, went to tesco, rushing for time, phone dropped from pocket

nono haven spoil yet

go to melbourne, switched off handphone when in the flight, switched on

SPOILED

and that is how i got my new Vivaz ^^

thats all for now

MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥

Reality is not Fantasy

2010-12-24T00:15:00.000-08:00

my dear old blog
i do believe someone will read you
so i continue to write...

so to all my readers,
i will be more active in writing rather than posting pictures
anyhow,
thanks for reading ♥

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seeing is believing,
when you've experienced something unrelentful you'll understand why
helping the others within my ability has always been my principle
no matter how hard or how far within my reach
i'll try my best to lend out a helping hand

it doesn't connect to what i want back from that person,
but
if you've helped them in all your means
and they still treat you bad
YUP~ you'll feel what i'm feeling now

why am i such an idiot?
he/she is just using me
why am i such an idiot?
he/she is not grateful at all

~thank you~
maybe i should tell it to he/she
because i'm awaken from my fantasy

i am in the reality now,
breaking codes to get up the stairs,
lending a helping hand to whom can help us to get further

i'm sorry, i can't do it
and i don't need to know why
trust in oneself and you'll get what you deserve ♥

Flying without Wings

2010-12-15T00:16:00.000-08:00

yeap thats what i said, flying without wings
when someone says that they can fly without wings
can you even believe it??

NO! and that is exactly why when someone post something about SUICIDING
he/she is entirely STUPID
if he/she wants to die,
why not just jump off the building?
take a knife and poke it in the heart?
cut your arteries?
stand in the middle of the road and wait for the car to bang you?
buy a gun and shoot it in your head?
eat some over activated pills?

there are soooo many ways for you to go ahead and lost precious life,
oh my wrong
your life isn't precious at all~

my advice
you want to suicide, noone is stopping you
so don't post I WANT TO SUICIDE online
and make yourself toroughly famous

yeah gooodie I AM FAMOUS you'll think
actually you're the "sampah masyarakat" they'll say?? isn't it??

MORAL~ love your life.. no matter how many humps and bumps you're suffering from, there're always many ways to solve problems
HAPPY LIVING EVERYONE ♥

my little princess ♥

2010-12-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

weeps peepss xD
i'm going to Melbourne

will be updating my little bloggie once i'm back

wondering if i would be able to upload the video when we've come home

stay tuned yea
my loyal readers ♥

goodbye

shouting out loud =(

2010-11-24T22:57:00.000-08:00

it've been a long time since i've updated anything

of course.. everyone would start with a sorry to the blog readers

for privating my blog

well.. it's because i didn't update anything

so don't want yall to waste time reading

you know something..

both my besties ah chin and yy

told me that i am still me..

but i'm not convinced

ya.. i am still Carmen..

did i smile everyday?? No

did i joke everyday?? No

one and only thing its the same..

i still use the same old piano to express my angre..

*sorry my piano for toturing you*

studies..

i don't think i've done anything as well..

homeworks..

Nope.. still the lazy old me

although i really can't think what have i done

until some people told me

"Carmen, you've changed a lot"

=( i know they do mean in a bad way..

i'm so disappointed on myself..

i don't know how to change back nor do anything to be my own self again..

i'm sorry guys

just accept me for who am i

Sri Lanka ~ Day 2

2010-09-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

my parents' hotel room number

he's staying in a suite

the view was oh my god kinda amazing

this is my hotel room number

my room is connected to my parents

so we could move around freely from room to room anytime

i saw this black swan in the lake

the lake was own by the hotel

this fish too was in the lake =)

oh ya..

there was someone having a wedding ceremony

this was the bride

my sister

*peace*

this was the white swan in the lake

my mom posing around

thought of snapping the view

outside my room

my dad and mom..

we're having SUSHI for dinner

the restaurant was in the hotel

one small menu

that was on the table

Yan's set of food

YUUUMMMYYY

Ati eating SUSHI

my set of food

ZAM GEMS

was also in the hotel

it always remind me of my dear

ZAMRUD GANG

which are getting further and further from me =(

BLUE SAPPHIRE

the band performing in THE HILTON HOTEL

i saw them doing maintainence on the lift

or appropriately

the elevator

my mom having salad for breakfast

yea see both my mom and sister

sooooooo flirty

Sri Lanka ~ Day 1

2010-09-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

this is exactly where you think i am

i am in the plane

which is in Sri Lanka's Airport

snapping the view outside

my mom and dad waiting for the others

to get out of the plane ^^

take a look inside the plane

Air-Asia

by the way, the pilot did well

not even a bump when landing

NO PARKING

the other language are

Sri Lankan' & Tamil

3 Sisters ^^

NO WAITING

hahaha take a look at their car plate number

weird huh??

there's some sign and

BAHASA SANSKRIT on it you know!!??

soooo ancient

this is the view outside our hotel

the hotel manager gave us some arrival drinks

how thoughtful of him ^^

YUUUUUUUM SEEEENNNGGG!!!!

some photos taken by me and my sister

we stayed in

The Hilton Hotel

rated 5 stars

the scenery from my hotel room

how nice!!

my mom and youngest sister

sitting on the sofa in the

SUITe!!!

the rooom is H-U-G-E

after that of course

SHOPPING!!

to the House of Fashion we gooo

our driver's car

hanged a little cute puppy on the handle

soooo cute!!

i saw this fish shop on our way to lunch ^^

looks soooo special

so i took a picture of it

we had lunch here

THE SIAM HOUSE

my mom was enjoying the food

i did like it too ^^

extremely tasty

oh yea, nearly missed out

my dad came here to work

so his worker was here as well

his name is Uncle Lee if i've not mistaken

looks disguisting right??

whose work is this??

actually i don't know hehe

my mom and dad discussing seriously

about

where are we heading to after lunch

haha we didn't expect we'll go to a temple

and get to saw an elephant there

its soooo cute!!

by the way, they didn't clean it's poops

eeewwww

this is what we saw in the temple

a Buddhi Tree

its' leave is HEART SHAPED

*i took one of it and made a book mark*

want to see??

what else we got to see in the temple??

lots of gods alright

gods every-where

FAMILY PICTURE ^^

just showing yall

some of the "MASTERPIECES" i took

can you even guess what are these??

COINS!!

MONEY!!

CASH!!

from the olden days

IF i were that rich

i'll have a good life ^^

these are the little balls that the monks wear on their necks

and of course

from the olden days

WOAH!! i saw this statue

looks sooo fierce

remind me of someone hahaha

~~ my teacher!!

pictures i took when we're in the car

IN THE HOUSE OF FASHION

my time to MAKE-OVER

after a long day of shopping,

went back to the hotel

and time to SLEEP!!

*the next post*

ROMAFOUR shopping house

show yall' some picture 1st

hahaha

spend 23295 rupeees there

convert to ringgit will be

RM 700++

SO WHAT MORE CAN I SAY??

I AM

HAVING THE TIME

OF MY LIFE ^^

my current wishlist ♥

2010-09-07T04:12:00.000-07:00

1. a new handphone
yeaa.. asking me why is it??
because my phone seriously piss me off!!!!
every part of it is sooo freaking lose

2. to learn how to make up for myself
well maybe this i can learn from my darr SS

3. to go out with only my dearss
and i mean only them ex~ chin chi ss weiling lohchoy ♥
but can't seem to find the time

4. a new purse
my purse is seriously OLD
and thats the only reason

hehe i'm not that greedy
so thats thats...
these are the things i wish listed

1. handphone
2. makeup
3. outing
4. purse

Equinox Dance Concert

2010-09-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

RM30 definately worth it !!
those dance was Oh My Gosh kind of Nice

Wei Ling and Siew Siew !!!!
of course
we only put our eyes on them
they were awesome!!!
see some of the picutures

Mun and Siew ^^

the 2 star of the night

siew siew

Veryne and Mun

mun and loh choy

*ps hand shivered so picture a bit blur*

CHIN AND VERYNE !!!

yeaa i know they're soooo freaking sexy and pretty

so is 100% worth going there

although is really freeeezing

LOVE THEIR OUTFITS..

*they changed almost 5 times i think*

siew siew danced belly dance was far most the best

and

veryne's latin!!! i loooove it

thank you for inviting me siew siew and veryne ^^

Let's Buka Puasa

2010-08-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

Ati aka my known as grandmother..
okay she's my maid but i don't call her maid cause we treat her as one of us
no rankings involved ^^

now where am i... oh ya
her son came to MALAYSIA and visit us or maybe only Ati..
so my dad brought us to a 5 star hotel in Malaysia
named THE SAUJANA HOTEL KUALA LUMPUR
to of course buka puasa

the food was excuisive.. ate tons of em'
price?? yea.. expensive.. RM80/adult RM60/child
but its worth it okay??
because there is no time limit..
and its a buffet dinner..
what kind of food we got there??
ALL KINDS!!
malay.. indian.. chinese.. thailanese.. korean.. japanese.. indonesian style.. french style..
oh my gosh.. really finger linking kind of good..

REALLY REALLY HOPE TO GO THERE AGAIN ^^

now some pictures to see

the scenery around the hotel

yup.. pretty nice right??

swimming pool

the tables and chairs outside

the buffet arrangement outside

the food we took for the 1ST ROUND

Ati and her Son

my dad and mom

the 3 Clarence's Princesses

*yea i know my face is thick*

top = dad and mom

bottom = Ati and her Son

Yan and Mun

woots.. this was what i wore..

i know i know.. yea is a skirt..

and i look dam freaking fat in ways

Lin.. Ati and Me

in the toilet

exams freak me out

2010-08-18T01:49:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh!! Exam is finally over..
headache headache headache
BIO PHY CHEM... i'm waiting to flunk all of you
btw add math was not bad

not like chemistry.. whose fault?? yea right.. done by my class teacher
who always always and always give those brain squeeezing questions
of course is her Miss Faeizah... oh ya changed to PUAN FAEIZAH
she got married...
don't understand why she don't want to teach us anything
cause she's our class teacher =.=||||

adding on.. ah chi read some weird book keep on asking me those weird weird questions
like...
What Do I Scared The Most??
Who Would I Vote To Die 1st??
those kind of unanswerable questions..
make me headache even more...
what i answered??
I AM SCARED OF DYING....
argued again and again..
until the ending we got
I AM SCARED OF INSECTS
------------
I WON'T VOTE ANYONE TO DIE OKAY??
*that one really make me fire up*
that's all i think..
THE END

dear bloggie...

2010-08-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggie..

suddenly having lots of things in my mind,
am i suppose to do this?? am i suppose to do that??
just feel like dumping myself in the hole and don't come out!!

yea.. my studies.. one word could describe all..
sucks.. having such a headache on that stupid subject
PHYSICS!!!
physics physics physics.. i really need to be into you man..
you know what?? i hate you.. how am i going to be into you??

this year.. tough.. tough.. tough..
current best buddies you may say.. changed
Chin.. Chi... suddenly i realised i felt more released around them..
wei ling and ss.. those crazy and horny people..
raping each other whole day..
like Maggi said.. we're the crazy sisters right??
Maggi maggi my little brother who have me as his eldest sister
SEXY aka ss 2nd sister.. and HORNY aka wei ling the 3rd one..

the BAIDURI FAMILY TREE would be
*created by our MAGGI*
~~~ father Yun Siang = the always all soo cute ^^
~~~mother Darrveena = my love
ME = Hottie = 1st sister
SS = Sexy = 2nd sister
WL = Horny = 3rd sister
Maggi = 4th brother
GL = 1st cousin
CL = 2nd cousin
~~adding on the maids.....~~
JB = our maid
Loh Choy = Gl's and Cl's maid

adding on my darlings from Zamrud and Berlian..
what could i ask for more??
we have one big happy family ^^
well maybe worst come to worst..
i'll just lose off with my physics... pray hard

♥ I WILL ALWAYS LOVE 4 BAIDURI ♥

enjoyed 31-07-10

2010-08-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

before that day slept at 1..

watched Spartacus : Blood and Sand with my dad
enjoyed it bigtime ^^

morning woke up at about 4.45
then TO IPOH WE GO!!! woots XD

smiles ^^

my sister and Me ^^

My kakak and Me

my sister is doing her tie..

just a coincident i snapped

My cousis's camera XD

my mom and meee

MUACKZZ

Yan and Mun

---------------------------------------------------------------------

NOW THE FUNNY PART

the crazy sisters

the crazy sisters 2

muackzzz from me again ^^

LIKE FATHER LIKE DAUGHTER

*see my sister like she've been slapped by my dad XD*

LIKE FATHER LIKE DAUGHTER 2

*i am "berlagak"-ing *

LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER

-------------------------------------------------------------

after that i went to Hin Hua

THE 3 ANGELS

AH HUI.. MAE SZE MY DARLINGS
*they climbed on the wall.. thats why taller than me larh XD LMAO*

just a sudden inspiration

2010-07-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging that's all ...

playing with my hair..

curled then straightened

dinner was special

but too bad my dad wasn't here

he went to China to work..

saving more money for me to study in about 2 more years

For dinner.. we ate BBQ

I loooove it!! cooking for ourselves..

taste ~~ not bad.. can be eaten

YEAR END WE'RE FLYING TO AUSTRALIA!!!

OH MY GOSH

hope to enjoy our trip there ^^

Its Only Me ~ my poem

2010-07-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

*to be noted.. is just my brain my opinion my thinking*

In people's eyes, in people's sight,

the deep side of me hidden and can't be seen.

Perfect, Irresistable they use to describe,

but confidence left in despair.

My worst nightmare appoints to the window,

peeking through the unbearable fear.

Unseen or forseen i do not know,

but this memory makes tear.

My fine life, my fine world,

sadden by just one piece of memory,

fortunately brightened and cured within time,

by those around me, nurturing me with love and care.

Books and pens, coins and notes,

making friends with such green minds.

Innocent thinking without aspirations,

enjoying the time we spent together.

Studying, playing, sports and entertainments,

hanging time with each other like we always do.

Once a friend always a friend,

to share secrets between me and you.

Sitting under the dim light, thinking about my past,

but i know i am certain about one thing,

i love my life, i live my life,

a life of a 16 year old,

its only me ♥

i miss them

2010-07-09T00:25:00.000-07:00

arrhhgg...
now i realise i didn't go out with my zamrud girls for so long
was about err HALF A YEAR!!!

gosh.. i really feel like going out with them..
but don't know how...
maybe it's meant to be larh
nevermind then.. forget it

Ipoh Trip ~ Part 1

2010-06-15T06:44:00.000-07:00

ermm.. don't want to write much..
just eloborate on the pictures only okay ^^

----------THE 1ST DAY TO IPOH-----------

woke up early in the morning about 8
put all the things in the car
and took off to eat breakfast

ate breakfast

food was kuey tiao soup ^^ with lots of fishballs

then my dad drove for about 3 to 4 hours..

then reached the hotel ^^

HOTEL IMPIANA CASUARINA

haha *rated 4 stars*

and then went in the car again..

eat SMALL BANANA ==|||

and then to Parkson we go for shopping ^^

my mom give me the banana XD

yan yan oioi in the car ==

good pose XD

mom driving with the map woootz

pathway to the unknown.. edited by me

in the tea shop buying green tea

the jie jie doing tea for us to try

oh ya!! i saw lam tak weng there too ^^

open ceromony of IT technology

i've found something incredibly weird...

A BLACK COLOURED LOLLIPOP..

don't know what does it taste like?? *yumm???*

-----------------------TEA TIME--------------------

TOM YAM FLAVOURED BREAD

back to the hotel

took my bath and then out to dinner

i think there's only 2 restaurant there

cause both of em' are fully packed with people GOSH!!

i went to this one..

the food was nice ^^ my uncle ordered about 10 dishes LOL

GROUP PICTURES!!!

my cousins was there as well..

my cousin brother's muscle was like HUGE!! OMG

never ever saw something like that before O.O

finished eating... head back to the hotel.......

this one is sick.. so ly on the bed and rest

my sister was soooo into the cartoon channel

I AM 7 YEARS OLD

messy hor??

blurred pictures

Youth Night

2010-06-13T22:03:00.000-07:00

just uploading some pictures taken ^^

before that we went for shopping in Sunway
members who went
~ Carmen = me
~ Jeff
~ Siew Siew
~ Eugene
~ Yin Ying
~ Maggi = Eu Weng

*Siew Siew and Me*

*Group Picture ^^*

Well Hui Ling didn't go.. so went another day as well..

*randomly taken pictures LOL*

------------------------------------------------------------------------

ON YOUTH NIGHT

*the black girl's group*

*me and my dears*

*my dear mae sze and me*

*woots some cute couple pics*

*haha another one ^^*

btw siew siew is sooo dam pretty!!

*one last picture of the ZAMRUD GIRLS*

loove em'

just a note

2010-06-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

hehe like this picture ^^

will be updating 2 - 3 posts

for both IPOH TRIP and YOUTH NIGHT

stay tuned to my blog ya ^^

Youth Night

2010-06-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

1st time going to this kind of event..
really very excited!!!
thanks you ms to plan for us .. wooots!!!

can't wait can't wait can't wait to see everyone
especially SS..
see eugene say until sooo nice.. i didn't get the chance to see her wear aiyo!!

went to sunway with my dear ^^
yy and maggi.. gene and ss
had a great time.. really really great time
didn't get bored even a second
muacckzz to my laogong ^^ hehe
*yy and maggi see us also want beh tahan d =.=|||*

saturday going out with hui ling again..
need to help her on her dress
and of course!! MY HEELS!!!
i need my heels!!! as tall as i can get..
*i know very lebih go and wear so tall, but i like it*

that's all for now.. THE END

A little something i want to say

2010-06-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

yes... i know some of my friends misunderstand me

because of some people talking some crap

and can't stop leaving my privacy alone..

straight-forwardly..

mae sze.. shin ying.. and the others

you've known me for about 3 years..

i don't know what he said to you..

but just want you to know..

i didn't call him to find fight with him..

he just saw the plurks that's all

whatever he posted out is he post..

*btw he is not a gangster*

tell you this because

i want you all to trust me...

but not him.. but you all did follow what he said..

ah chin and chi know most of my things..

thank you for just believing me..

unmemorable....

2010-05-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

that "thing" had passed so long ago..

don't understand why we still can't just talk properly..

so i don't mind being this way..

right..

then just let it be..

i have fullfilled what my mother had always whated..

Zamrud Gang.. is getting further and further away from me..

maybe its better for me not to mix with them..

maybe i don't belong there anymore..

In 4 Baiduri.. the Baidurians

i really do think this class is the best class so far..

both study and fun is on the same corner..

so we're 100% stabalised

we have our jokers around from Zam.

Maggi Zai.. Sugar Zai.. Bor Zai..

Loh Choi.. and me ~ Leg Hair Mui *that's what they call*

and from baiduri..

Carot Mui.. Sushi Mui.. Siew Pao Mui

and even from berlian ~ Very Ne.. or Lao Ban Niang

we got along just fine ^^ i'm so glad

now.. SINGLE!!!!

just like sushi mui said ~ Chin

maybe i just not used to be single yet..

will need someone to accompany me all the time..

I ADMIT MY MISTAKE ^^

thank you chin!! chi!! and hui ling!!

i looove you 3 sooo much..

haha.. ya !! got even closer to Chi

same month of birth.. we have very very good sense of *togetherness??*

happy being with all of them..

and guys... maggi zai and sugar zai always bully that little bor zai..

pity him.. but see them happy i'm happy as well..

hope bor zai's wound will recover soon ^^

the AY and SK thingy.. solved!!

sk is just like my little brother ^^ he is just so cute

can't help it to like him as my little bear bear brother

ay.. now this is complicated...

hope he'll not be so moody all the time

*cheer.. i'm always here for you la my dear ^^ *

i think that's all for now.. until my bao bei handphone is back to me..

pictures will be updated ^^

sorry my sincere readers...

2010-04-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i didn't update..

cause i can't put any pictures on computer...

i promise i'll update my dead blog as soon as i get my phone back ^^

the latest news of my life..

I AM SINGLE

well..

i don't want to say much about the little details

welcome me to the single world..

full of enthusiams

full of exciting things waiting for me to do

full of anxiety

Have A Happy Happy Day..!!

2010-04-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

its my birthday !!
and i feel great!! eventhough i didn't get any presents ^^

now lets see the timeline

2days before
some facebook friends wished me!!
my piggy daddy ^^ -- Gavin

------------1 day before--------------------
also some of my facebook friends ^^

------------a few hours before-------------
MY DEAR CL!! wooots (Zhe Chi)

-----------------11.57---------------------
HUI LING

--------------12.00------------------------
Ai Ying
AAAHHH CHIN
--------------------------------------------
Henry
Hung Cheong dear
Shin Ying
my gor gor
-------------morning-----------------------
Teck Chuan
Khang Yee
Yin Yee
Yin Ying
Eugene
Eilin dear
------------afternoon----------------------
Gavin
Mae Sze
ChongYi
Sinrun
Wei Ling
---------------evening---------------------
Ivan
Ru Hui
Gabriel
Nigel
Long Long
etc etc

hahahaha uncountable..

look at my facebook wall..
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=685704546
i looove it so much !!!

thank you all of you who wished me ^^
thank you thank you thank you ^^

I hate this month...

2010-03-13T20:40:00.000-08:00

moody...

why??

everything is my fault..

add math got 79..

1st time ever i got B for counting figures...

nevermind..

passed

daddy scold me..

said i didn't off the laptop charger..

didn't off the internet...

but the last one using it was not me!!!!

ok fine...

my fault...

passed

got 83 for chemist..

see my friends' looks was like

*how did she do that??*

am i really that stupid that i can't get a little better than you??

fine then..

i'm stupid..

passed..

someone asked me..

will you wait for me??

so i ans.. " you think i won't do you??"

and here it all goes.. arguement

why you think i won't?? i was thinking.....

did i ever accepted anyone after you??

did i ever said i won't??

did i ever answer you maybe i won't???

so if you really think i won't..

why you want to be with me??

since you don't trust me at ALL

why you ask me??

yes i angry i don't like to say out..

cause i know if i say it out..

i'll blow off..

and i don't want to make anyone angry as well..

one person angry is better than 2 right??

i'm moody..

i don't want to talk to anyone..

cause i don't know if i'll answer their question or conversation rightly..

i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings ok..

passed.

at night..

clearing my shirt in my room ALONE!!!

WINDOWS NOT CLOSED..

i'm afraid of windows ok..!!!???

and my mom says..

why never clean up your shirt??

simply throw your shirt make the whole house messy only..!!

if you don't clean it now i'll take it all and throw it away!!

i'm cleaning it halfway already somemore scold me..

yes yes..

all my fault..

ALL MY FAULT..

so just think that i'm invisible ok??

think that i've never been born before ok??

some photos....

2010-03-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

promised to show hui ling some photos...

thoroughly admiring....

2010-03-11T22:45:00.000-08:00

exam finished...
so finally i can get to touch my same old laptop..
writing about thorough-ment.. admiring who??

Hui Ling..
she didn't change at all..
we always have the same expressions...
so as called.. sisters right??

Chin
nope no change...
admiring her sweet natural voice..
and her always being so sexy kind of shape.. ^^
called as my twins right??
having the 79 marks for add math..
cried for a couple of times..
i think i'll get the hang of it..
thank you to my chin chin.. my hui ling.. always my best friend
((of course my hubby too ^^))

Mae Sze
haha like her hair... but i still prefer her old hair..
suits her more..
feel sexier right??
hope my bm could catch up with her..
we're like the sky and ground...
work hard work hard work hard is all i could say..

Shin Ying
admiring her hair..
recently straightened.. i know she like it...
er... look from behind really don't look like her though..
but still it suits her..
very err... tidy looking
no more jumpy ends...

others errr...
Wei Ling's dance moves..
Sinrun's always so remebering brain
Zhe Chi's always so sporty looking kinda expression
Siew Siew's smooth and girly kind of manners

who else??
oopss.. many many more..
can't think of who right now..
but they just are the models of what i want right now..

((i'm really thinking of wanting or not wanting to perm my hair...))

Continueing.. (Singapore)

2010-02-18T22:20:00.000-08:00

went to shopping on chrismas..

saw them (they're just so cute)

and then saw some huge bungalo

The Merlion

the yet to be done ROLLERCOASTER

some humugus SHIPS

ate this...

YUUUUUUMM!!!!

(seriously..it taste heavenly)

**..NIGHT SIGHT SEEING..**

FAKE SNOW

i saw them doing some nice moves too

so awesome!!!

just take a look at them

wooootz

and lastly

A ROUND CHRISTMAS TREE

**..THE NEXT DAY..**

went to Candice's house..

group pictures

their house..

and then sight-seeing

on the HIPPO HOP in and OUT!!!

double decar bus!!

see the public phone...

so cute

still in construction..

the sea...

1 of the building built by

FRANCIS LIGHT

another one built by HIM

the TRIPLETS

1st CHURCH

FUNAN

the oldest shopping mall

UFO themed building

the most colourful building..

and then.. HOME WE GO

from inside the airplane..

see my kakak OIOI

Lin Lin.. daddy and mummy!!

--------------------------THE END-----------------

Singapore Photos...

2010-02-17T19:12:00.000-08:00

the biggest water fauntain in the world..

family pictures

fishes in the fauntain

(they're huge)

the singapore plyer

in the singapore flyer

my daddy scared of heights

the FERRARI TRACK

some view from the top

nice huh??

me and Candice

some more views

see the building..

how tall!!!

next next..

we played the Luge..

looove it..

group pictures..!!

sat this to the top top top

Yan Yan and Lin Lin

the gor gor teaching us how to SIT ON IT

Candice's family

see how high!!!

on the top!!

THE LUGE THE LUGE THE LUGE

next...

to the SEGWAY!!!

dam nice to play la

DADDY OO!!!

pieces!!!

yeng ler??

group pictures..

ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH

the MEGAZIP..

super duper nice!!!!

yeng ler??

next time go there must play again..

in the souvenier shop..

shhhhiiinning eh

drank sluurrrpy and

to SUBWAY

have lunch

my bread..

yuuumm..

everyone eeaaatttiinnnngg

Candice and Mummy

oh ya..

saw Brenn there..

(ps arr..my face too ugly d)

FFFUUUU YYYOOOHHH!!!

see i soooo muscularr

my daddy and mummy

so sweet ^^

**..IN THE AQUARIUM..**

the EMBRYO OF A SHARK

the fishes..

so weird ler

got people feeding the HUGE FISH

OCTOPUS

SHARKS..

DUGONG

EEL..

(is bigger than my hand)

see the King Crab

JELLYFISHES

shark feeding..

Sharks' Eggs

TO BE CONTINUED... .... ....

Chinese New Year..!!

2010-02-16T05:39:00.000-08:00

new year new year new year..

the same routine all over again..

but more fun..

come on and take a look at those pictures..

i'll upload the
Family Reunion Picture 1st..

**..PICTURE TIME..**

haha makeup for myself

nice o not???

i know that stupid seat belt looks stupid

went to visit my grandmother

my mummy with Aunty Nancy

(from the left)

Mun..Lin..Aunt Mary.. Sue Yan jie jie

on top

Sue Jean jie jie

Yaaaaaaam Seeeeeeng !!!

my grandpa's brother playing with

his grandson

see how many tables are there..

all family members of WONG

snapped by my sister

Keony gor gor & Ah Fang jie jie singing

Uncle Kui Fatt & Uncle Charlie singing

(keep on zao sia)

(from the left)

Kok Wai gor gor..

Kenny gor gor..

Vincent gor gor..

YoHan gor gor..

again..

WK gor gor and Ah Fang jie jie singing..

my mummy mouth filled with food

2 brothers singing oo

(LaiLai gor gor and Wei Seng gor gor)

sampat me and leng leng mummy

mummy and Lin Lin

pn.ngai and mummy

pn.ngai..me and RuYan..

(ruyan so leng)

my family

playing the cards

(YoHan gor gor have to drink)

the Aunties and Uncles

Last part..

My drunken uncle dancing..

Micheal Jackson

and now he is

LOCKING

lastly

MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE AND DROP!!!!

my chin chin's birthday!!

2010-02-13T01:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY

TO MY DEAREST
AH CHIN

and now...

**..PICTURE TIME..**

this is me la..

who else??

this is the Baidurian's Girls baby..!!!

((actually am i??))

and of course..

Ah Chin the Birthday Girl..!!!

we went to old town to celebrate her Day Of Birth..

had a great time there ^^

and will always remember this day!!

MEMBERS ~

- Carmen

- Ah Chin

- Caroline

- Siew Siew

- Yin Ying

- Miqian

- Hui Ling

- Khang Yee

- Phoebe

- Chee Keong

- Chee Hui

- Pin Yang

- Zi Tao

- Chong Ming

- Huey Hong

- Li Wei

((ps one more i forgot the name))

the guys

guys again

oh ya a ghost here as well

now i can see zhe chi's satio

girls' turn

the cute cute couple...

born to be together..

moves together..

chin.. phoebe.. miqian.. siew siew

(from the left))

i know..

a lot of guys right??

after that we went to school for KK

and took some COUPLE pictures as well.. and now...

ta da da da na..

OTHER PICTURES OF US ~~

Cute Cute Ah Hui

the always so hardworking

Huey Hong

Gangsters.. coming to kill us..

HELP!!!!

Group Pictures!!!

the Girls..

Chin and Miqian

Yin and Chin

Wedding Ceromony

CK & YC

((the questions is ~ who drawed it??see the next picture))

the Q-Ler drawed it..!!

hahahaha

khang yee showing chin is too tall.. = = |||

me and khang yee

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Maggi doing CPR with Yun

see the maggi..

ly down until so confortable..

shin ying : see see see!!! see how i do it

Yun and Maggi gaying..

THE NEW NEW NEW CARMEN!!!!

2010-02-12T08:22:00.000-08:00

ta ta ta naaaaa....
ladies and gentlemen...

Carmen to the resque..!!!
updating my nearly dead blog for a moment...

well.. i can't get any pictures on
my DEAR SHIN YING's birthday..
haaaiiiizzzz...

really very sad..
have to go tuition..
actually i do hope the 3 Zamrud gang can be all together again..
bless us bless us bless us..

and now i'm considered so as one of the BAIDURIANS...
the Wall Nuts and CoCo Nuts and Butter Nuts...

school life??
3 teachers pregnant...
oh oh... who?? Pn.Inthu.. add math teacher.. bio teacher...
lucky lucky Baiduri class...

and what's for more???
MAGGI..!!!
gave US.. as in Me.. Zc.. Chin..
the group named. .. ... ...
------->> B.U. BARBIES...
((cause we sing every single day in school))

i know you hate reading... soooooo
its THE END------------

PS hang on to me ya ^^
pictures will be uploaded starting from tomorrow..!!!!

I Lost Me

2010-01-22T23:24:00.000-08:00

this month is suppose to be the best month ever..

but it turn out the other way round..
everything bad in this whole world happened to me..
so i advice my friends

STAY AWAY FROM ME
if you don't want anything happen to you

what is it so bad???
shhhhhh..

i don't want to talk about it..
really do hope it will be the 1ST and LAST time..
please..!!!!

so i said I LOST ME..
like Shin Ying said..
i don't look happy anymore..

the always all so happy face of mine..
GONE..
GONE FOREVER.. .. ... ...

New Year..!!

2010-01-16T21:41:00.000-08:00

New year..

new year..

but the same old me..

everyone said

*new year and the new me*

but i don't think i want to change..

7A's 1B..

the stupid 1 B spoiled everything..

classes..

teachers..

even chinese extra class...

i get a dam B..

so?? am i not a human??

are you the cleverest????

why put us in such a way??

why separate the whole Zamrud Gang??

just miss them so so so much..

Girls ~ ME in Baiduri, Mae Sze and Hui Ling in Berlian.. Shin Ying in Zamrud..

Boys ~ Gene ,Maggi, JB, YS , KC in my class..

and of course they'll put me into trouble..

i got that stupid NAIB PRESIDENT place..

that's for all..

By The Way..

i like being myself..

so I WON'T CHANGE ME