of course.. everyone would start with a sorry to the blog readers
for privating my blog
well.. it's because i didn't update anything
so don't want yall to waste time reading
you know something..
both my besties ah chin and yy
told me that i am still me..
but i'm not convinced
ya.. i am still Carmen..
did i smile everyday?? No
did i joke everyday?? No
one and only thing its the same..
i still use the same old piano to express my angre..
*sorry my piano for toturing you*
studies..
i don't think i've done anything as well..
homeworks..
Nope.. still the lazy old me
although i really can't think what have i done
until some people told me
"Carmen, you've changed a lot"
=( i know they do mean in a bad way..
i'm so disappointed on myself..
i don't know how to change back nor do anything to be my own self again..
i'm sorry guys
just accept me for who am i
