Pain is Gain

can't seem to sleep the day before we plan to have some fun and get wet~

The girl's gang is out, me, chin, yin, siew, qian and phoebe went to sunway for some pain. Chin and Yin decided not to skate and went for shopping. Can see that we've enjoyed ourselves lots.

No pain no gain right? Qian and Phoebe thought Me and Siew how to skate, fell down 3 times. The 3rd time was the worst, someone flew by me and i was brought down by the wind, slipped and FELL ON MY BUTT. OUCH~!! Can you imagine that scene, how embarresing.

In anyways, i can move of the ice now, how happy =D Thanks to Qian and Phoebe. Snapped some pictures as well. I'll show to you.

Snapped some pictures in and out of the Ring

Clockwise~

Pink is Siew, Black is me, Pink with stripes is Phoebe, Pink and purple is Qian

Started skating since 10am till 4pm. and to Tea Time we go. Ate in KAFE SNOWY and met up with the others then sat on a public bus to the ktm station we go. When we're in the train, we was like shoulder to shoulder that close and nearly kissing each other. 

Can't get a right shot so there's there. The whole train was filled with our laughs and i do know we we're giving publics the "crazy teenager girls" impression. Anyhow, i don't mind cause I ENJOYED LOTS.

Hope that my babes did too.

(PS~ chi i hate you!!!)

We are Tiny

get to know of it, i do think what my aunt told me when i'm form 2 was right.
We Are Just A Small Fly

I've got the news that my best friend's pet had lost its life and that is horrible. I, myself have a pet and i do know when we're together for a very long time, we'll have a special bond around. My dad had warned me, one day, Snow will pass on and so do we. Feeling a bit stressed out, my tears nearly fell. I knew this day would come, but i'm just not ready to face it yet.

God, its cruel to take away the life of someone we love. Its more cruel to take the life of someone we depended on for so long. I do know we are tiny in this world, but if we make the best of our life, don't you think we're big in the heart?

For you my dear, hope you can get the hang of it
i am always here for you my best buddy ♥

Santa is Here

Hohoho!! Merry Christmas peeps!!

My christmas eve was GREAT~~

Having barbeque steamboat with my family in 88 Steamboat

and then watched NARNIA 

rating for Narnia? 7/8~

awesome show, you should watch too ^^

Later tonight we'll be watching GULLIVER'S TRAVELS

can't wait for that comedy show

waiting for my girls and guys to plan a countdown in New Year's eve too.

catchy thought though

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until now, my wishlist of getting a new handphone 

SONY ERRICSON U5i / VIVAZ

just like you've seen, crossed out

my 1st dream phone and I'VE GOT IT

the whole story is, went to tesco, rushing for time, phone dropped from pocket

nono haven spoil yet

go to melbourne, switched off handphone when in the flight, switched on

SPOILED

and that is how i got my new Vivaz ^^

thats all for now

MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥

Reality is not Fantasy

my dear old blog
i do believe someone will read you
so i continue to write...

so to all my readers,
i will be more active in writing rather than posting pictures
anyhow,
thanks for reading ♥


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seeing is believing,
when you've experienced something unrelentful you'll understand why
helping the others within my ability has always been my principle
no matter how hard or how far within my reach
i'll try my best to lend out a helping hand


it doesn't connect to what i want back from that person,
but
if you've helped them in all your means
and they still treat you bad
YUP~ you'll feel what i'm feeling now


why am i such an idiot?
he/she is just using me
why am i such an idiot?
he/she is not grateful at all


~thank you~
maybe i should tell it to he/she
because i'm awaken from my fantasy


i am in the reality now,
breaking codes to get up the stairs,
lending a helping hand to whom can help us to get further


i'm sorry, i can't do it
and i don't need to know why
trust in oneself and you'll get what you deserve ♥

Flying without Wings

yeap thats what i said, flying without wings
when someone says that they can fly without wings
can you even believe it??

NO! and that is exactly why when someone post something about SUICIDING
he/she is entirely STUPID
if he/she wants to die,
why not just jump off the building?
take a knife and poke it in the heart?
cut your arteries?
stand in the middle of the road and wait for the car to bang you?
buy a gun and shoot it in your head?
eat some over activated pills?

there are soooo many ways for you to go ahead and lost precious life,
oh my wrong
your life isn't precious at all~

my advice
you want to suicide, noone is stopping you
so don't post I WANT TO SUICIDE online
and make yourself toroughly famous

yeah gooodie I AM FAMOUS you'll think
actually you're the "sampah masyarakat" they'll say?? isn't it??

MORAL~ love your life.. no matter how many humps and bumps you're suffering from, there're always many ways to solve problems
HAPPY LIVING EVERYONE ♥

my little princess ♥

weeps peepss xD
i'm going to Melbourne

will be updating my little bloggie once i'm back

wondering if i would be able to upload the video when we've come home

stay tuned yea
my loyal readers ♥

goodbye

shouting out loud =(

it've been a long time since i've updated anything

of course.. everyone would start with a sorry to the blog readers

for privating my blog

well.. it's because i didn't update anything

so don't want yall to waste time reading

you know something..

both my besties ah chin and yy

told me that i am still me..

but i'm not convinced

ya.. i am still Carmen..

did i smile everyday?? No

did i joke everyday?? No

one and only thing its the same..

i still use the same old piano to express my angre..

*sorry my piano for toturing you*

studies..

i don't think i've done anything as well..

homeworks..

Nope.. still the lazy old me

although i really can't think what have i done

until some people told me

"Carmen, you've changed a lot"

=( i know they do mean in a bad way..

i'm so disappointed on myself..

i don't know how to change back nor do anything to be my own self again..

i'm sorry guys

just accept me for who am i

Sri Lanka ~ Day 2

my parents' hotel room number

he's staying in a suite

the view was oh my god kinda amazing

this is my hotel room number

my room is connected to my parents

so we could move around freely from room to room anytime

i saw this black swan in the lake

the lake was own by the hotel

this fish too was in the lake =)

oh ya..

there was someone having a wedding ceremony

this was the bride

my sister

*peace*

this was the white swan in the lake

my mom posing around

thought of snapping the view

outside my room

my dad and mom..

we're having SUSHI for dinner

the restaurant was in the hotel

one small menu 

that was on the table

Yan's set of food

YUUUMMMYYY

Ati eating SUSHI

my set of food

ZAM GEMS

was also in the hotel

it always remind me of my dear

ZAMRUD GANG

which are getting further and further from me =(

BLUE SAPPHIRE

the band performing in THE HILTON HOTEL

i saw them doing maintainence on the lift

or appropriately

the elevator

my mom having salad for breakfast

yea see both my mom and sister

sooooooo flirty

Sri Lanka ~ Day 1

this is exactly where you think i am

i am in the plane

which is in Sri Lanka's Airport

snapping the view outside

 my mom and dad waiting for the others

to get out of the plane ^^

take a look inside the plane

Air-Asia

by the way, the pilot did well

not even a bump when landing

NO PARKING

the other language are

Sri Lankan' & Tamil

3 Sisters ^^

NO WAITING

hahaha take a look at their car plate number

weird huh??

there's some sign and

BAHASA SANSKRIT on it you know!!??

soooo ancient

this is the view outside our hotel

 the hotel manager gave us some arrival drinks

how thoughtful of him ^^

YUUUUUUUM SEEEENNNGGG!!!!

some photos taken by me and my sister

we stayed in

The Hilton Hotel

rated 5 stars 

 the scenery from my hotel room

how nice!!

my mom and youngest sister

sitting on the sofa in the

SUITe!!!

the rooom is H-U-G-E

after that of course

SHOPPING!!

to the House of Fashion we gooo

our driver's car

hanged a little cute puppy on the handle

soooo cute!!

i saw this fish shop on our way to lunch ^^

looks soooo special

so i took a picture of it

we had lunch here

THE SIAM HOUSE

my mom was enjoying the food

i did like it too ^^

extremely tasty

oh yea, nearly missed out

my dad came here to work

so his worker was here as well

his name is Uncle Lee if i've not mistaken

looks disguisting right??

whose work is this??

actually i don't know hehe

my mom and dad discussing seriously

about

where are we heading to after lunch

haha we didn't expect we'll go to a temple

and get to saw an elephant there

its soooo cute!!

by the way, they didn't clean it's poops

eeewwww

this is what we saw in the temple

a Buddhi Tree

its' leave is HEART SHAPED

*i took one of it and made a book mark*

want to see??

what else we got to see in the temple??

lots of gods alright

gods every-where

FAMILY PICTURE ^^

just showing yall

some of the "MASTERPIECES" i took

can you even guess what are these??

COINS!!

MONEY!!

CASH!!

from the olden days

IF i were that rich

i'll have a good life ^^

these are the little balls that the monks wear on their necks

and of course

from the olden days

WOAH!! i saw this statue

looks sooo fierce

remind me of someone hahaha

~~ my teacher!!

pictures i took when we're in the car

IN THE HOUSE OF FASHION

my time to MAKE-OVER

after a long day of shopping,

went back to the hotel

and time to SLEEP!!

*the next post*

ROMAFOUR shopping house

show yall' some picture 1st

hahaha

spend 23295 rupeees there

convert to ringgit will be

RM 700++

SO WHAT MORE CAN I SAY??

I AM

HAVING THE TIME

OF MY LIFE ^^