48 hours

If i had 48 hours in a day,

1. I would put all tuitions on 1 day. Finish it up and revise on the every other day.

2. I would make music the source of happiness for everyone i know.

3. I would do anything and everything that i can for my family.

4. I would solve every single problem that i face.

5. I would reflect myself every single day and learn from every mistake i'd done.

6. I would say sorry to everyone and anyone i'd hurt everyday.

7. I would let anyone who hates me tell me what i did wrong and still i'll keep quiet.

8. I would lend a ear to anyone who needs someone to talk to.

9. I would get a life and make time useful.

10. I would smile, laugh, sing, dance, text, facebook, cry, try a bungee jump or anything i hadn't done before.

How good is that if we had 48 hours per day? 24 hours is like a cage that i can't get free. To get so many problems come to you in one dash of a second, how hard is it to handle?

Have you ever feel bad for the ones getting scolded? Have you ever feel bad for the ones who sacrified for you in the dark and yet get scolded by yourself? Have you ever feel bad seeing 2 person fight and quarrel but you can't do anything? Have you ever feel bad seeing your parents solving problems but not telling you? Have you ever feel bad for your dad who always come home late at night because of our education fees? Have you?

I have. I do feel bad and i want to stand up. Tell them sorry. Ask them why. Beg them to stop it. If noone takes the first step of letting it go, how on earth will it become better? So what should i do? Confused by my own thinking all the time.

I always wonder why guys don't think so much? Why? I'm a girl so i should worry more? Get more white hair on my head? I don't think so. Maybe i should be more optimistic like my parents and friends said i was. So that's that.

Movie all day

I'd watch 2 AWESOME movies yesterday with one of my babe RU HUI, which is

Black Swan

Beastly

BLACK SWAN staring Natalie Portman


for me it was PHEW!! Breath taking awesome~ RATED :: 9/10
It really is a "most recommended" show to watch, but take my advice, if you're a girl, watch with a girl. Yeap, you've guessed it, it has some very breath-taking scene hidden inside.

Now, some pictures from the movie.

Isn't it artistic?? She's one of a kind type of beautiful right? Curious about how she look originally?? Here's the picture. Still graceful, still perfect-like, still beautiful as ever. So, WATCH IT!!!!!!

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Next up,

BEASTLY staring Venessa Hudgens & Alex Pettyfer

RATED :: 8/10
EXTREMELY RECOMMENDED for COUPLES to watch. Sweetly bounded movie flow with of course hot guys and girls in colledge. What colledge life of popular guys and girls? Yup, you'll get e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g in this show.

Although Venessa's hair is sorta weird in the show, but you'll get used to it. Venessa's personality was cute, kind, and of course caring for her family. In the show, she'd lost her mom so she lived with her dad. Her dad got addicted to drugs after that. So her family background wasn't any good.

Alex's family background was RICH ~ Which is exactly why he is so "handsome" and "prince-like" so he acted superbly arrogant and thought that everyone loooved him. When he invited a girl, which he doesn't know was a witch to his party, he tried to embarress her in public. What he got?? HE BECAME UGLY.

And there's goes the spell, only when a girl say I LOVE YOU sincerly to him, so then the spell will break and releases him from his uglyness.

Now some pictures of Alex,

Isn't he handsome?? wait till you see this. 

Comparing both pictures, you'll say, WAO!! It's really different !! But although he is "UGLY" in that picture, i still think he has a stain of handsomeness inside. Don't you agree??

Conclusion is, HE IS STILL HOT!!!

PS~ thanks to ah hui for the awesome day =D

If only

have you ever feel that you can do lots of things but none of them you can do it well? I have exactly the same situation too. It's hard to chose which one to do when every single thing you want to do can't be succeeded. Headache!!!!

How much time do i need to use to think what do i want to do in the future? How am i going to choose a real carreer without dissappointing the choices i took?
What do you want to be when you grow up? Everyone asks us that when we're in our form 5. And that's the hardest question to answer in my whole life.

I want to be a Plastic Surgeon. I wanted to be a singer. I wanted to be an artist. I even wanted to be a piano teacher. Where's my main coarse?? Which route am i suppose to take?? I really don't want to end up wasting my time and my parents money for those coarses i will not be good in. So How Now????

May someone shine the light on the route to success =)