Flying without Wings

yeap thats what i said, flying without wings
when someone says that they can fly without wings
can you even believe it??

NO! and that is exactly why when someone post something about SUICIDING
he/she is entirely STUPID
if he/she wants to die,
why not just jump off the building?
take a knife and poke it in the heart?
cut your arteries?
stand in the middle of the road and wait for the car to bang you?
buy a gun and shoot it in your head?
eat some over activated pills?

there are soooo many ways for you to go ahead and lost precious life,
oh my wrong
your life isn't precious at all~

my advice
you want to suicide, noone is stopping you
so don't post I WANT TO SUICIDE online
and make yourself toroughly famous

yeah gooodie I AM FAMOUS you'll think
actually you're the "sampah masyarakat" they'll say?? isn't it??

MORAL~ love your life.. no matter how many humps and bumps you're suffering from, there're always many ways to solve problems
HAPPY LIVING EVERYONE ♥

my little princess ♥

weeps peepss xD
i'm going to Melbourne

will be updating my little bloggie once i'm back

wondering if i would be able to upload the video when we've come home

stay tuned yea
my loyal readers ♥

goodbye

shouting out loud =(

it've been a long time since i've updated anything

of course.. everyone would start with a sorry to the blog readers

for privating my blog

well.. it's because i didn't update anything

so don't want yall to waste time reading

you know something..

both my besties ah chin and yy

told me that i am still me..

but i'm not convinced

ya.. i am still Carmen..

did i smile everyday?? No

did i joke everyday?? No

one and only thing its the same..

i still use the same old piano to express my angre..

*sorry my piano for toturing you*

studies..

i don't think i've done anything as well..

homeworks..

Nope.. still the lazy old me

although i really can't think what have i done

until some people told me

"Carmen, you've changed a lot"

=( i know they do mean in a bad way..

i'm so disappointed on myself..

i don't know how to change back nor do anything to be my own self again..

i'm sorry guys

just accept me for who am i