Plans in December

1. Get my hair perm
2. Dye my hair
3. Decide whether to go MSU or IMU
4. Take my driving licence
5. Get a car
6. Lose weight
7. Go out with my babes (Wei Ling, Hui Ling, Ah Chi, Rou Rou....)
8. Buy my new year cloths
9. Go to work
10. Help in a clinic
11. Get some money for charity
12. Visit some old folks

Gosh. I'm going to blow up. I only did one. God please help me!

New

December, a new month, a new me =D

How nice to finally have a new haircut. A new dress, new friends, new life =) Although december started out quite tough, but it's getting better. Will be dying my hair after a few days, hope it'll turn out well.

Another thing, Mnet Asian Music Awards aka MAMA, was awesome!! The Kpop stars are just so perfect. Their performances was a blast! Congratulations to 2ne1 who won the best song award 2011, i just loooooove them so much! Hyuna, Hyun Joong, Super Junior, SNSD, Huh Gak, Miss A... many many more... They're the best of the best!! Going to support them always ^^

vacation or not

oh my god, it's such an headache!

We were suppose to go for vacation to Macao. Now, my dad changes his mind everyday. He decides to go Singapore? Thailand? Indonesia? Sabah? WHERE???!! Actually i don't feel like going at all. Since i got that bad news of not getting the first batch to NS, i was like =( for a very long time.

I got really fed-up with myself. SPM is over, but i still feel like something will be coming... something.... i just don't know what?? I feel like shopping with my friends but it seems like they're having their own gathering. So, nevermind then. I just miss hanging out with them so much.

Form 5 is such a complicating year. End of story.

PLEASE LET MY DECEMBER BE GOOD

1st of June

Woke up early in the morning and went to Aeon, Jusco to watch Pirates of the Caribbean. Ratings? i'll give a 7/10. It's not as good as i expected, but still it's a nice show. Compared to Kung Fu Panda 2, of cours KUNG FU PANDA 2 wins. It's totally awesoome ~ with the eating and digesting and shitting out of their enemies, it's the most unforgettable part =D

Next up, finished movies at 1.30, and went home straight to have my lunch and to MCD i go for Add Math Project. Yeah, such a headache !! 

Nerds included :: Ru Hui, Hui Ling, Ah Bu, Jia Jun, Kok Ann (and me)

The project is so damn freaking confusing ~ thinking thinking and non-stop thinking. If those guys weren't here, i don't think i'll be able to do anything. Thank god.

The funny part was, GRAPH DRAWING, we used more and 4 papers to draw some graphs over and over again and ending up with a LONG GRAPH.

Second round will be on Monday, phew.

Now, finished Add Math Project, went home and bake some CHOCOLATE LAVA MUFFINS with Ah Chin and My MOM. Had a great time mixing and stiring and whisking and boiling and .... okay BAKING. They turn out a bit dark ==||| but still NICE!!!!! even Ah Chin's mother said can be solded out. Imagine that ;D. How many i ate?? about 4 i think? haha! Yes, the more you eat, the more you'll get addicted to it.

Special thanks to my mom and ah chin.

(MY MASTERPIECE <3)

Korean Food

before my dad went for work again, we had dinner together. It's been a long time since we've had such a "pretty dinner" together. Yeap, it's costly. Price was about RM200+. It's korean food, what do you expect right? So that's that ;D

What we'd ordered??
2 seafood non spicy soup set
1 seafood spicy soup set
10 side dishes. (can be refilled)

A & J Western Restaurant

Just a normal saturday, when my family and i will go to the golf club and do some serious exercise. Yup! Serious Exercise ~ Swimming, Gym, Badminton, Tennis, Squash, Golf. I just love playing.

After all those sports, of course we'll have our dinner. And i'd decided to have western for dinner. My mom then took us for a drive around Bukit Kemuning and then we saw A & J WESTERN RESTAURANT. I was thinking, thats it!

I've ordered Chicken Cordon Bleu, and it came out, unbelievably tasty!! I wasn't expecting much but it turned out their food was really very very tasty. I highly recommend everyone to dine in this restaurant.

pictures ~
*ps ~ all pictures copyrighted by Me *

The Royal Wedding

Some very late update indeed, but i still feel like showing some very nice pictures of them =D

May i introduce,

Prince William and Catherine Middleton

Aren't they just the sweeetest couple ever? They'd just gone throught the Royal Wedding, which is one of the most expensive weddings in the whole world. And there they go, happily ever after. Just like those fairy tales told when we're young.

 

Saying this with full of admiration, we, as girls who watched them gone through the whole wedding was wishing so hard we would have a chance ourselves. Some even said maybe they would have a chance? Prince Henry is not yet engaged right? LOL. Good luck with that. This shows how much this historical wedding affected us.

Once again, congratulations to their marriage, and may god bless them to have a long and happy life =D

go green the whole day

yeap ~ some very very late update

went to go green on the 24th of April.
Loooove the month of April so much !!

now my story,

it started with preparing myself for the BU idol thingy again ~ and then Shin Ying said she maybe wouldn't turn up on the go green function, and i was there. SO i was given the chance to learn STEP DANCING. You do know i love to dance and it was like ages since i dance. I was so nervous because i'd learnt that dance like 2 days before the performance? Having only a few hours to practice. Thanks to Long Long again because he thought me the dance and practiced with me ^^

And at night!!

Went to a Pub Restaurant with my family because my cousin and uncle will be going home soon. To make a celebration for them before they go home. And i wore GREEN again!!! I just loove that long sleeve shirt! It was given by UNCLE CHEE CHEE. Thank you so much!!! and the pair of SKETCHERS. White in colour. Love it too!! Thank you Uncle!

conclusion is, I HAD A GREAT DAY.

now for some pictures ^^

sooth your mind

It had been a very busy week. Preparing myself for the chinese singing competition, BU idol and stuffs. Having an exam for 3 weeks in a row, 2 weeks later, examination comes again. How will my busy life end? No way.

Seeing me posting this hilarious picture on top? Yes, it looks CRAZY. SO Get loose!!

Relax your mind, i always tell myself. I must be Optimistic. Anyhow, the chinese singing competition had ended. With my body condition not that well, i really think i didn't sing that good. Went to my partner's house, Keng Long, for practice like 3 days perweek. It feels like its my second home. Oh well, i know you're wondering what is the result.

We got the 4th. And~ it's worse than i've expected. Reasons? Because i thought i would have gotten 2nd or 3rd thats why.

Talking about Keng Long. He is the best partner anyone could have. He cooks for me. He cuts the song. He sends the song to me. He practices with me. He even takes care of me when i  don't feel that well. One thing i'm very sure about. HE WOULD BE A GOOD HUSBAND ^^.

b-u-t

WE ARE NOT TOGETHER, so stop hearing rumors. Thank you.

I'll be writing until here. Thank you for reading =D

*ps ~ i've added some music to my blog. Hope yall will like it*

My Beloved ♥

Happy birthday to Caroline  ♥


a very very happy birthday


although i can't be able to give you your present on this day, but I'LL STILL GIVE YOU!! And you MUST USE IT! that's my only intention of buying a present for you. If you don't use it, i'll be very very very disappointed =(


what to say about you? You're 2days older than me and of course the most original Aries that i've ever seen. The way you talk always so straight-forward and sharp. Sometimes it is hurtful but, it's the truth right? I know. 


Wishes from me =)
Have the best luck in this year for WE are having some very very important exam. Be yourself all the time. And of course, don't think so much like me ;D

48 hours

If i had 48 hours in a day,

1. I would put all tuitions on 1 day. Finish it up and revise on the every other day.

2. I would make music the source of happiness for everyone i know.

3. I would do anything and everything that i can for my family.

4. I would solve every single problem that i face.

5. I would reflect myself every single day and learn from every mistake i'd done.

6. I would say sorry to everyone and anyone i'd hurt everyday.

7. I would let anyone who hates me tell me what i did wrong and still i'll keep quiet.

8. I would lend a ear to anyone who needs someone to talk to.

9. I would get a life and make time useful.

10. I would smile, laugh, sing, dance, text, facebook, cry, try a bungee jump or anything i hadn't done before.

How good is that if we had 48 hours per day? 24 hours is like a cage that i can't get free. To get so many problems come to you in one dash of a second, how hard is it to handle?

Have you ever feel bad for the ones getting scolded? Have you ever feel bad for the ones who sacrified for you in the dark and yet get scolded by yourself? Have you ever feel bad seeing 2 person fight and quarrel but you can't do anything? Have you ever feel bad seeing your parents solving problems but not telling you? Have you ever feel bad for your dad who always come home late at night because of our education fees? Have you?

I have. I do feel bad and i want to stand up. Tell them sorry. Ask them why. Beg them to stop it. If noone takes the first step of letting it go, how on earth will it become better? So what should i do? Confused by my own thinking all the time.

I always wonder why guys don't think so much? Why? I'm a girl so i should worry more? Get more white hair on my head? I don't think so. Maybe i should be more optimistic like my parents and friends said i was. So that's that.

Movie all day

I'd watch 2 AWESOME movies yesterday with one of my babe RU HUI, which is

Black Swan

Beastly

BLACK SWAN staring Natalie Portman


for me it was PHEW!! Breath taking awesome~ RATED :: 9/10
It really is a "most recommended" show to watch, but take my advice, if you're a girl, watch with a girl. Yeap, you've guessed it, it has some very breath-taking scene hidden inside.

Now, some pictures from the movie.

Isn't it artistic?? She's one of a kind type of beautiful right? Curious about how she look originally?? Here's the picture. Still graceful, still perfect-like, still beautiful as ever. So, WATCH IT!!!!!!

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Next up,

BEASTLY staring Venessa Hudgens & Alex Pettyfer

RATED :: 8/10
EXTREMELY RECOMMENDED for COUPLES to watch. Sweetly bounded movie flow with of course hot guys and girls in colledge. What colledge life of popular guys and girls? Yup, you'll get e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g in this show.

Although Venessa's hair is sorta weird in the show, but you'll get used to it. Venessa's personality was cute, kind, and of course caring for her family. In the show, she'd lost her mom so she lived with her dad. Her dad got addicted to drugs after that. So her family background wasn't any good.

Alex's family background was RICH ~ Which is exactly why he is so "handsome" and "prince-like" so he acted superbly arrogant and thought that everyone loooved him. When he invited a girl, which he doesn't know was a witch to his party, he tried to embarress her in public. What he got?? HE BECAME UGLY.

And there's goes the spell, only when a girl say I LOVE YOU sincerly to him, so then the spell will break and releases him from his uglyness.

Now some pictures of Alex,

Isn't he handsome?? wait till you see this. 

Comparing both pictures, you'll say, WAO!! It's really different !! But although he is "UGLY" in that picture, i still think he has a stain of handsomeness inside. Don't you agree??

Conclusion is, HE IS STILL HOT!!!

PS~ thanks to ah hui for the awesome day =D

If only

have you ever feel that you can do lots of things but none of them you can do it well? I have exactly the same situation too. It's hard to chose which one to do when every single thing you want to do can't be succeeded. Headache!!!!

How much time do i need to use to think what do i want to do in the future? How am i going to choose a real carreer without dissappointing the choices i took?
What do you want to be when you grow up? Everyone asks us that when we're in our form 5. And that's the hardest question to answer in my whole life.

I want to be a Plastic Surgeon. I wanted to be a singer. I wanted to be an artist. I even wanted to be a piano teacher. Where's my main coarse?? Which route am i suppose to take?? I really don't want to end up wasting my time and my parents money for those coarses i will not be good in. So How Now????

May someone shine the light on the route to success =)

Watch me!

 

Have you ever been splashed by a full bucket of cold water? I believe most of you have.
There are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't, so what you've got to do is turn around and say WATCH ME!!!

Yes! Watch me! In most situations, we'll get these kind of comments when we're trying to do something new. Am i right? I've tried not to show too much enthusiasm to win because i know they're right.

Shake it off!! Bad thoughts get out of my mind. Tell yourself, you can do it. Try your best and let your hard work shine. Surely, you'll begin with some failure, but never try never know right? There are not many chances you can get in this life, so get hold of it ! It maybe your last chance to show the world what you've got

So, Don't Mind What People Say

Change ~

The change in me. It's so obvious. I've change in style, change in open-mindedness. In ways that i'll try to tell people i don't think it's right to do that or that. In ways that i'll try to help people when they really need help. Yes. I've changed.

Competing in the SMK BU idol, i'm really lucky to get through the audition. I got a chance to practice with Ru Hui and Hui Ling in Greenbox. Well, we've much fun eventhough we've nearly broken our throat in there ;D. Thanks to them, i'm not that freaked out when holding that mic. Phew!!! And then, bought a schoolbag for Hui Ling, thank god she liked it too. I was thinking of what to buy for Miqian, maybe a doraemon hangies?? hopefully she don't think it's too cheap and she'll like it cause she really love DORAEMON.

Oh ya! Thank you to Wei Ling and Ah Chin as well, it was like OH MY GOD!!! I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG!! and then SAVIOR IS HERE. Wei Ling told me i didn't sing the words right and Ah Chin told me i was somehow using my "manly" voice instead of using my own voice. So, i've to change change change!! I was very happy that they like my singing in the audition. Siew Siew told me i sound nice. *i was soooo thrilled that i was flying up and down you know!?* Enjoyed much to sing for them to hear. Although i have some issue on the hand thingy. I'll do something on it.

Next up, exams and Finals! Gosh! Serious issue on chosing song. Even if i know i can't win or anything, but i still hope that my friends can enjoy me singing. Fingers-crossed X. 

How about my valentines day? Aww, it's just another normal day for me =D

Got to play with my friends in the school. No secret presents from admirers, or can i say, i don't have any admirers? Haha. Seeing Samson with his "wife" and some other couples messing around with themselves. How sweet can they be. And i reminded myself, CAN SEE BUT DON'T GET INVOLVED!!!

that's for now i think. thanks for reading =D

My Lil' Thingy for Koreans ♥

Sharing some favourite korean songs of mine

1.SNSD - Mistake
2.Taeyeon (SNSD) - Can you hear me
3.2pm - I can't
4.ShiNee - Replay
5.G-na ft Junhyung - I'll back off so you can live
6.Yesung (Super Junior) - It has to be you
7.Taeyeon (SNSD) - If
8.2pm - Tik tok




Music Playlist at MixPod.com

teels on heels

smudge on the top, bottom, every-where!!

The dirtiest day of my life, some competition i went to. Ink on my hands, fingers, tie. Aww~ you know me being so "clean and perfumey" all the time. Dirtying myself like that, it's the first time of my life. Can you even believe it!!?? Prizes?? Nah, none. But congratulations to my friends. *me representing the school without any experience gosh! Feels like i'm reckless* So being the so called "SENIORS" in our school. I've failed to conduct my job ;D

Competition ended, now SMK BU IDOL~ Seriously i want to take part and i have, but the main problem is SONGS!! I can't really sing you know? In my opinion, my voice is considered a lil higher than the YOU SUCK level. What can i do?? I don't know and i don't even have a tinie lil bit of clue to it.

GOD HELP ME!!!

Yarnings of Mine

Yeap, today isn't my day, i prayed my grandpa in the morning and went to piano class. As i felt, today i didn't do well in everything. Thinking back, wishing and praying hard not to go in Berlian, and in the end, yea i got in. How great is that. ='( I feel so frustrated, being apart with Chin, Chi, Ss, Loh choy, Yin. But since there're lots of Zamrud gang's memeber rised to Baiduri, it changed everything.

Feeling depressed and horrendous, fine then, stay there. Since i'm here, compared to the others, with my hell of the kind brain, working twice as hard is definately needed. GOD HELP ME!! I really do feel bad, and like my mom said, it's SPM not PMR, don't play like what you did in your form 3. Okay, i promised myself not to go out if i can.

Form 3, what had i done? Studying with Hui Ling for the last 3 weeks and, with very very very much of luck i got something out of my mind. Thank God. So for SPM study study study study!!!!!

ZamRud-ians I Love You~

3 Zamrud but 4 Baiduri

Although we're not in the same class, but its always been the same. As crazy as ever, the ZAMRUD GANG. New members were added in this year which are the prettiest Ei Lin, Jessica if others i didn't mention, sorry ;). Time always passes fast when we're together, and i am serious.

The always so leaderly, Mae Sze, had always been the centre of attention.

The Craziest Party freak, Shin Ying, will always be crazy as ever.

The Godly Hui Ling, so pure and come to think of it, getting thinner and thinner.

The funniest joker, Eu Weng who made us laugh our ass out all the tiime.

The Hiao Po Nigel who makes the pervert jokes without even thinking.

The Black Chinese Cheng Ming, always being teased without angre.

The cute cute Yun Siang who is getting taller and yet shorter than me ;)

The twins was once short but now growing none stop, Jong Bor.

The should be happy Eugene who is showing his moody face all the time.

The tallest ever, Karchun and his thinnest body who makes me think he'll break anytime.

of course, they're others like

Hung Cheong, and Samson and on and on....

thank you to all of you for my best new year until now

once again 

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Free Your Soul

HAPPY NEW YEAR ~

Happy new year everyone, thinking back what i've done the last year, make me feel i'm not any that mature at all. Nearly the year end, i've learned how to cook, learned how to wash my clothings and of course made a meal for my family. Nothing special but i do feel a lil' that successful.

I'm yet to be a 17 year old, although i really do hope that day will come soon so i'll be able to DRIVE, but, SPM freak the heart out of me. Oh My Gosh!! I told myself, I MUST DO IT~ at least 8A's

Goal of the year, do it!! or regret it!! So, what was on my mind is,

1. I don't want to get in Berlian. Even if i got in, i'll ask my mom to write a letter to pull me out to Baiduri. I really don't want to be a robot-like study machine like them. I can't make study my priority always, so i am serious that NO BERLIAN THIS YEAR PLEASE!!!! God Bless Me~

2. I must start studying straight when school reopens. I know this stupid goal is really "unachievable" but, i'll try my best to work it out.

3. Improve my English. My English Language was like, getting worse and worse, and i really don't know what is happening to me. English had always been one of my strongs, and that is exactly why i want to strengthen it up again.

end of writing, chao guys ~